I m being rash and hasty I m sorry I maintain that I m not currently comfy with posting anything hardcore at this time cause of this but I am lashing out and I shouldn t do that I apologize I appreciate any and all support you all have given me and it s just a bump in the road I ll get over this eventually as these things are inevitable but it still sucks and I hope you all please keep in mind I really am a real person behind this screen who has her own struggles please treat me better